Weekend and outcomes

I had a great time, I had my get together with some of Ann’s friends... Lots of "girls", felt good to chat. The average age was older than me other than Sarah, I am pretty sure I was the youngest. I wished I could have stayed longer but I had to go back home to welcome "Moushka's parents". I was home at 9:20PM and they arrived at 10:00. Moushka was really happy to see them. The youngest kid 915 month-old) did not recognize her and it took him until the next day to warm up to her but then they were the best friends. The little girl is older (3 y-o) and she mentioned a few times if they could bring back home Moushka. That made me feels a little uncomfortable. Nancy also said a few things about missing her a lot and all that… but it is too late, they can’t take her back. Everything was very subtle so maybe it is just me. We didn’t do much, lunch at Coco’s, drive through town (it was raining) lovely dinner at home and walks with Moushka. They left early on Sunday. Mike and I did our own stuff for a little while. Tony came for lunch. When he left, we worked on the muscle testing but it was not working … or anyway I was not feeling it so we just talked about us, it was great. Then we went for a long walk in the woods. It was wonderful to enjoy the fresh air. We only got 2 trick-or-treaters, our little neighbours… so Mike ate all the chocolates when it got too late for anybody to visit. I asked Mike if he will marry me this weekend, he answered by a uh-hum… not a real yes and said that I should keep on working on my affirmation/programming. So this morning… I started thinking too much, my period is around the corner, and I asked him if he though that if I keep on doing my affirmation (it is for get rid of my abandonment issues), I would not feel the need to get married. He was really sweet and he said that he would marry me and that he knew that I will always want to get married but then he asked all the questions I did not want to hear… Should I ask your dad? Should he ask as a surprise or a special occasion? How much should he spend on the ring? … Yuh-uh! I don’t want to answer that! I told him to do as he feels and to ask a friend if he wants advises. I wanted to be reassured about the proposal… Don’t ask for it, it might just happened!